but its not *really* my fault -- what kinda normal person'll be able to study at home after reaching home from school at 7++ pm?
oh right, just about every singapore jc2 student.
so im not alone, and that makes me feel so much better. really, it does. really. (and if i keep repeating this to myself maybe, just maybe, i'll act like i believe it, eventually)
i seem to be repeating myself very often. signs of long-term-minor-sleep-deprivation.... long term as in 3 weeks or so. minor as in between 5-7 hours of sleep per day, minor cuz its just a lack of 1/2 hours per day.
it adds up. i think.
it doesn't matter anyhow. for some odd unknown reason, i can't sleep even when i need it and i actually have 4 to 5 hours to myself without any pressing issues. like now. sunday morning. perfect for sleeping in --> all the way untill 1.45 pm. cuz lunch is only served till 2.
and what am i doing? im blogging. go me.
plus, im skirting the major problem. the very very very majorly panic inducing ones. E.X.A.M.S.
the only subject im going to rant about here now is the one i don't have much of an issue with. GP.
it looks like after one and a half years of "learning" it, my marks are stagnant. stable enough that all, and i mean all, my exams marks is within a range of four percent(60 - 64). which is annoying.
i have come to the conclusion that the only semi-useful thing i have learnt from AJC's GP teaching methods is this : how to complete gp homework, by which i mean essays and comprehension exercises including summary and AQ, in short amounts of time.
i.e starting and finishing a complete essay in 45 minutes - 2 half-hour breaks, minus 15 minutes "rest" - or a comprehension paper within the same amount of time.
i never mentioned the quality of the homework, which is just about as lousy as you can imagine. i suppose i have just about given up on GP, its not like there makes a difference wheter i get a high B or a low one in A levels proper, a B is still a B.
and an A seems is impossible.
on that (relatively) cheerful note, i shall end this post.
